I can see the pain you carry
By the way you wear it on your face
She smears makeup just to replace
The emotional scars
Turnt into physical strain.
I can sense the pain radiating from
Your innerself, so intoxicating
It changes her so drastically.
All I can give is sympathy,
And yet she still lashes out.
When I listen into her I hear the void,
Forever gone is her heart, replaced
By a steel heart. She winds it when she
Can but there’s no comparison
To the soft bass of a beating corazon.
Her sweetness is forever stowed away in
Her pandora’s box, just one obstacle
Of many blocking her from finding
Herself. She has the key, but its
Broken; her innocence is forever lost.
My guilt flashes bright when I see her.
My heart skips over her falling soul.
Fixing her is my only cure. Not sure how,
But I know my love can nourish her.
When we lock eyes I know she knows it.
That spark ignites within her, borne from
The same fire that consumed her.
She feels the warmth, coming from a place
She forgot due to amnesia.
Now she worries about the flame.
It starts to grow hotter. She feels it’s
Different, like growth pains instead of
gross pain. She welcomes this old
feeling, coming from where she found lost.
Because now it feels like she found love.
Kissing you is Emotional.
To the point where its too much…..Sensational.
Having your heart’s Potential
In sync with the groove of my tongue is
I’m straight up just love strung.
But our love is strong enough to move canyons closer together.
Like the way we feel when we get together,
Because we melt into each other,
And lose track of what belongs to who.
So we grab everything
Just to find clues to who belongs to who.
But we fail since there is no me or you.
It’s just we, but we’re better off being called us
Since lust is with us, and also trust.
So i know your heart i won’t call lost, just love.
Baby girl you inspire me,
Like a muse.
I want to perspire with you,
As we fuse.
And leave this world,
As we cruise.
Leave our crews, and
Fix our views ,as we
Tighten our screws on our love.
My future is clouded with doom.
These emotions are covered in gloom.
Nothing is clear this day, not even this air I breathe.
Everything is grayed, I can’t seem to get out of this fray.
They sky’s not friendly, I can hear the boom.
The lights flash memories into my brain,
I’m going back to times, when I had everything to gain.
Then I can feel the rain.
Drops from the angels crying over my pain.
Now I ponder and wonder what is rain?
Oxygen joins Hydrogen, then falls down.
I can feel their weight as they soothe my strain.
I miss they way we joined, when we couldn’t handle life on our own.
Now my eyes water, mixed with salt.
That’s the only difference from the rain.
I know I was at fault, so ill forever hold this pain.
The spark of life
Small as a speck.
Encased inside of us.
Love forms within,
Call it a seed.
Seeds so soft,
Warms and glows
When the sun is away.
It can grow to become strong.
Rooting us deeper into our souls.
keeping us inseparable.
A stronghold for our hearts.
But love is frail and that seed can fail
If the soil’s no good.
Without foundations and nutritions
That seed will never come to fruition.
And there’s none better
than the fruits love bear.
The tiniest thing.
Can bring the sweetest things.
Nights alone, with no one around.
Hurting myself with memories.
As if pain is all around me.
Reminiscing with darkness.
Keeping the darkest
Parts of me lingering.
When darkness surrounds us,
Its easy to see how inferior
It is, when compared to light.
Moon’s shining beautifully bright.
So as I search within myself
I find clarity in the moon’s reflection.
Sensing a connection as if
The moon is my projection of
Reflecting away Distractions
Trust is really,
A cure for stress and worries.
Faith lies deep inside you
And it already knows
That without a doubt it’ll b fine in the end.
Faith is trust. someone can say they
Trust but without faith
There will be resentment in their mindstate.
Faith and trust go hand in hand and
Without that, the land you sow won’t have anything to reap.
Love needs to be founded on Faith And Trust
Or it’ll blow away
With the wind.
Something as soft as whispers
Will be the greatest obstacle.
Blocking the interconnection
We all seek when we look into
Each others eyes
The windows into our souls.
With trust you won’t look away,
When you see something you don’t like.
Because faith will keep you rooted
To the truth of knowing,
The bad times pass by
But the best times shine bright
Even as the worst times
Scar our hearts.
The pain may forever remain,
But love brings pleasure
In any mind frame.
Am I B L U ?
Is these tears In my eyes tellin u?
Microscopic feelins within me,
can’t even find the reason.
Could end up lookin forever with no solution.
Understanding will never come to me, Cursed with blind ignorance.
Can anything seem right to me?
Will I ever look left?
Or will I become left alone,
with no one to say alright towards me.
Am I B L U ?
Am I breathing?
Is my heart beating?
Am I bleeding?
Guessin I must still b alive,
since that pain remains.
Can’t pinpoint the wound,
but I feel it every day.
Will the cure ever b found?
dead men walking don’t dream.
The cause comes from having no soul,
but can i be dead?
since my soul left towards her home,
where I left my heart.
No wonder I wake up exhausted.
I envy myself for teaching her
what love could be.
I am Foolish for never realizing
losing her would become
the end of me.
Auction my soul
just to pay back the past and
have another chance at
making her heart dance.